Yesterday was a great day. Ava was away with her mema for the day & I was able to spend the whole day with Juan. We have such a great time when we are together. It’s constant laughter and smiles. He’s not scared to bring me around his friends. And that’s totally different for me. This whole relationship is different for me. Once it was time for me to go see Ava Juan asked me if he could come. Immediately my heart dropped. And I thought about it. And said yes. I see us growing together, I know I’m not some chick for him, I’m his princess and it was only fair he meet my princess. It was also the same time that he would be beating my mother and brother, so nerve racking. I was so nervous Ava wouldn’t like him, but seriously I was nervous for nothing. The second she saw him she was waving. Five minutes later she was handing him all her toys trying to climb up his lap! It was soo funny. And he was soo great with her. He made me laugh and smile. And that just melted my heart. I’m not trying to have him replace her father or fill in for a stepfather role. But if he’s going to love me, he better treat my baby right. Seeing him with Ava really confirmed how perfect a relationship with him would be. I’m so excited for what the future has in store for us, only time will tell. Xoxo.